Einsum, First I'm sorry you are feeling so lonely. You sound like a very intelligent and sensitive person. Could it be that they have not actually received you e-mail. Perhaps you could try reaching out agin and explain why you were contacting them and that it would be grately appreciated if you could have a response either way. As for the campus counselor it is their job to help students. You really should let them know how you feel and maybe she/he could make some other suggestion! Go easy on yourself honey not everyone you meet will be empathetic. Keep you head up and put you first! I wish you much happiness and success!!!