I've been having some extremely violent thoughts about people recently. Like ways to harm these specific people. How should I deal with this?

I've come close to actually doing it once because these people hurt my feelings and I feel that I should make them pay in an and every way. I'm very nervous because I've started to want to harm my mom. She just doesn't understand me and makes assumptions and it makes me so angry that I run around to stop.

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