Saw the pdoc yesterday; a very subdued visit. She changed me from 10mg to 5mg of Saphris because I feel like I'm sleeping too much. I managed to tell her about Queen Kitty without crying. (She's an animals-are-family person like us.)
I'm extremely worried about my sister. She's in really rough shape. (She's bi-polar.) QK was her companion for 15 years...

As for me, I'm just feeling very down in general. The Fibromyalgia and extreme cold are making it worse. And I need a new mattress. I should stay still need a new mattress because it's been some years now since the subject originally came up. I can't seem to get myself out there to a mattress place to test them out.

What the hell is wrong with me?