It doesn't matter whether it is an extra bonus or not. What matters is the feelings this awakes in you. (I'm sure you know this, but at least for me it can be helpful to have that kind of thing pointed out to me even when I am already aware of it.) It's good that you realise that it could very well be a technoglitch.

Can you write down, for yourself, how it makes you feel and your thoughts around it? Maybe that can help you keep the thoughts contained until you next see your T?