Hi IDM, already talked but again, great things are improving for you
And just thinking back..........some impulsive actions/thoughts aren't new to you are they, if I'm right??? And apologies if I aren't!!!! And maybe a trigger somewhere in your day???
So good the meds are helping overall a bit, just maybe they aren't quite at that "therapeutic" dosage quite yet??? It can sometimes take a while to adapt to new medications, to find a "balance", so maybe need adjusting again.??? Might also relieve some of those bad days too........
So I'd say things are looking more positive, you are on the right tracks, just some more help in that moving forward, hey?? And talk to your doctor/pdoc soon, yes??
And those dark days.........I know it can be really hard to find any energy, motivation, point in, even want to really talk to people on days like those...........but please try to drop by here for some support if there's no-one else you can talk to, or anytime you need it.
Here for you............

Alison