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Feb 07, 2015, 10:03 AM
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Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 27
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I've been having a lot of issues with relationships lately. Last year I wrote a letter to a guy telling him that I've liked him for four years. He had a girlfriend so I really don't get why I let my friends convince me to tell him. I'm a little torn because I'm glad that I was able to move on but it's like a huge part of my life disappeared with that letter. The guy actually stopped me from committing suicide four years ago. I just had no friends and he seemed to honestly want to be my friend, so it gave me just enough hope.
Well now I'm interested in a different guy and that seems so hopeless. I'm worried that he could never accept me, even if I did get a chance to go out with him. I'm working on becoming a friend of his, since that seems to be the most logical approach, but that isn't really working. I'm not the best at talking to new people and I only met him at the beginning of the school year, so I don't even know where to talk. A friend of his, and mine, said that he was into some stuff I am, but how would I even bring that up? I mean I can't just make it extremely obvious that I like him and I'm never really alone with him. That's really confusing me.
Also, I lost my best friend recently. She knows literally everything about me and my depression, so I was never afraid to talk to her about anything. My dad did something to upset me and I took it out on her. I've always been jealous of her, since I think so little of myself and she has everything (money, looks, a boyfriend, good grades, ect). We had a huge fight over this and I don't know how to make it up to her. I talked to her about it but I know she can't trust me anymore. I know that the only way to go back to the way we were is to "fix" my depression.
If anyone has any advice, that would be great.
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