Hello (((SH))). I feel that you should talk to someone regarding your issues since you spend so much time helping other people I am afraid that you will become burned out. If nothing else it will be someone that listens to your problems and helping you, instead of you being the one helping someone else for a change. Many people really admire their therapists for the way that they have changed their lives, I hope you too one day will be one of those people that looks back and sees that you have really made a choice that has made a difference to your future. I hope the best for you (((SH))). Soidhonia