I wish I could ask T for a picture of her as I can't find any on the web. I'm pretty sure she would agree, but I don't want to appear this needy or vulnerable.
When I miss her I sometimes look on the other T's, who shares her office, website as it has pictures of T office. I think she knows this as one day she said something like that T didn't want her on the website and I blurted out: Yeah, I know.

She didn't react to it, like she expected this kind of answer...