when i wasnt well i accused him of drugging me. he would never do that and i know that now but i wasnt in reality at that time and truly believed he had drugged me. now when i think about it its ridiculous. also i met T in a residential program and i was convinced that it was a cult for the whole summer of 2012. like i sent him many emails about it and i thought he didtn know he was involved in a cult and i was trying to get him to see it. he brought that up recently and we laughed about it. my delusions are stupid and silly