Hello and welcome to Psych Central. Sorry to hear you are having trouble with obsessive thoughts.
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Fifty Shades of Grey, I see a tall and handsome man with a perfect face. He is loved for this. And could have anyone he ever wanted. He is whole.
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This is a pasted on image with makeup and fine clothes and years of training to present the right look. This is a deception. That is not the real man. That is the person that goes through multiple marriages and does not find real love because they are preoccupied with success and self image.
You have overcome other OCD challenges. This is one more to take up with a therapist. We are all average! There are those that try to convince you they are more but they are just living a lie in my opinion.
You are overcoming real challenges. To me that is authentic.