Thanks everyone!!

I took the advice many of you gave me and I reached out to him. I essentially said that I'm not sure if my memory is correct, but I am pretty sure that he offered to touch base with me this week.

He wrote back, concerned that I was up late worrying about this (ugh, curse you gmail time stamp) But no, he did not offer that this week. He's not sure what is prompting this.

I swear that he offered to contact me this week because I left therapy feeling relieved that I didn't have to ask for this. I even wrote in the "Dear T" thread about this.

Is it possible that I misunderstood something he said so much? Or, he is busy and doesn't recall saying this. Or he said something that sounded like offering to call or email.

I hate feeling like he doesn't care and just didn't follow though. I know it is my past making this possibly likelier than the others.

Fighting the urge to cancel my next appt