I am really having a hard time. I was assaulted almost a week ago in a certain way. I can't say, it is too difficult for me. I have been having a really hard time dealing with all of this stuff. I also had to get a protection order yesterday because the guy has been showing up where I live and well that is not a good thing. I saw him twice last week and he has been hanging around outside the building I live in. I have been really freaked out. Last week I also tried a partial hospitalization program, thinking that it would help me to have something everyday but unfortunately, it did not help and may have actually harmed me. I was doing a good job of talking about things, or trying to. But since I was discharged from the program (because I asked to be) I have shut everything in. Well I also have not been getting much support here where I live. I live in an assisted living facility and well they havent been helping me much, which well that's what they are there for. From my assault I had to go to the ER and have surgery at 2 am to fix the damage that was done. I was bleeding so much that they were going to give me a blood transfusion. This all really freaks me out. Right now all they have down to give him is a 3rd degree assault charge. Which I honestly don't think is right . I want it to be the other kind of assault. I am still physically trying to recooperate from the assault. My incision got infected and so they had to open it back up and that was like 3 weeks ago. I also had to get some tests done and my insurance is not going to pick up the charges even though I have 2 insurances. One being medicaid. I am just really upset over all of this. Not getting support is really really hard. I really need to get some support. Well I will quit bothering you all.

Jennifer