I currently love it when she says: "I'm proud of you".

There's two things I would love to hear her say...I think

1. She's always going to be a part of my life. She has said she's never going to abandon me, but even though it's close, it's not the same.
2. She loves me. I might freak out with this one, honestly. She talks about love. I know I love her. And if I assume, then she loves me too. But assumptions are not facts. She has indirectly said it, but again, it just makes me assume she said it.