Hi, sorry to hear you had a panic attack. It sounds like it was a scary experience.

You are lucky to have such a nurturing and patient boyfriend.

You might want to talk to your psychiatrist about how the meds you are on are not helping control the paranoia and panic attacks. Maybe your meds could be adjusted or changed. If they do not think so, you might consider what other options are available for psychiatrists that specialize in your area.

Mixing prescription meds with alcohol and marijuana is a recipe for unpredictable results and possible side affects. Check the manufacturer's recommendations. Exceeding or disregarding those could be a contributing factor to other panic attacks.