Came back to hospital while on unescourted leave as my agitation and irritability are through the roof. Despite tonnes of extra (PRN) medication I am still wild eyed. The world is going way too slow for me, my thoughts and speech race and I cannot sit still. Well hello mania...Damn. if I hadn't come back to hospital I could have got myself into all sorts of trouble like drinking alcohol, impulsive spending or impulsive self-harm. At least I am safe now.