I still listen to CDs not much into MP3's or my smart phones, both seem to be smarter than me

My Favorite Musical Artist is Enya..... so many of her songs touch my soul, but no more than Evening Falls...it describes me so perfectly in so many ways.

Here are the lyrics

"Evening Falls..."


When the evening falls
And the daylight is fading,
From within me calls
Could it be I am sleeping?
For a moment I stray,
Then it holds me completely
Close to home - I cannot say
Close to home feeling so far away

As I walk the room there before me a shadow
From another world, where no other can follow
Carry me to my own, to where I can cross over
Close to home - I cannot say
Close to home feeling so far away

Forever searching; never right,
I am lost in oceans of night.
Forever hoping I can find memories
Those memories I left behind

Even though I leave will I go on believing
That this time is real - am I lost in this feeling?
Like a child passing through,
Never knowing the reason
I am home - I know the way
I am home - feeling oh, so far away