I'm getting two visitors in 25 minutes.. I like them well enough, haven't seen them for six months and they want to check in with me to see how I'm doing.

I REALLY don't feel up to being social. I wish I had told them not to come when they asked if they could visit. But on the other hand, I would've felt guilty had I done that, and I try not to do things that make me feel guilty because I don't like feeling guilty even if it's just about all I'm feeling nowadays.

Wish me luck?