My pdoc knows, and all she says is "eat more". I'm having a lot of trouble eating, but the things I do eat are healthy.

I'm on a waiting list for outpatient treatment but that could take months before I get to start. I might try an OA meeting even though I'm not an overeater.

It has definitely already tanked my mood and increased self loathing. It's been 9 years, and a bunch of relapses.