I was not a perfect Mom..and said things as all parents do they regret to their child in frustation,,,but everything i did for my child was out of love,the intent was never to do anything,but to help her heal, I like her suffer from ptsd,,,mine goes back to her dad trying to stop paying child support so he talked her into accusing me at age 13 of abuse i had to have difus in my home to invistigate. All came out well. In the end i wanted her happy and let her move with dad. A huge mistake ...she became depressed so much she entered a psych hospital. Her dad wouldnt take her back it was a nightmare. she and i have never recovered from that time in our lives...when in dought blame me,,,but i cant hear this accusation again. Especially since all she has said the past ten years she is so sorry she lied about the abuse to appease her dad.i need a time without her right now,.i love her pray for her but cant be part of this madness yet again..so for now ive deatched with love
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