Thanks for your support.

I don't know how I feel. Like **** probably. I just realised that there will be no classes until April, so there is nothing useful for me to do, nothing to keep these thoughts away. I can't even deal with being around other people atm because I know I will act like a complete asshole just to piss them off and make them stop caring about me. There is no point talking to anyone. It's always Why are you feeling this way? and that's something I definitely don't want to give anyone any details about. Always get so angry when I think about this and this is as difficult to deal with as feeling nothing.