Mood continues to decline.

Was exposed to a couple idiots today, in my own home after I had asked my guy they not come here. A lot of my anxiety is situational, and that sure wasn't helping. I wanted to run away yet did not want to leave my home. It sucks. When I got up to change to leave, they went outside, so I sat back down. Sigh.

Just took an anxiety med. Am doubtful but hopeful at the same time. :/

I did walk the little chickens to the barn again today and the mother duck is still here. That's nice.

Sometimes I think I just need to get fkd up to get the shite out of my system. Sigh.