(((((((((Keb)))))))))))) Can you change doctors? If you're not happy with them then why do you stay with them? Don't tell me-med. insurance? It bites that you're feeling this bad. I hope you stick around loooong after your youngest son's wedding. You know, he's probably going to have little babies who'll want to slobber all over you and pull your hair. You HAVE to be there for that, too. Right?
Try to hang in there. I know it's not always easy-but it's going to be okay. You're going to be fine.