I have an appointment with him in 3 days. But I've been very numb, sad, and upset/angry with myself. More then usual. A lot of crying this weekend and I have been feeling down in the dumps. *trigger?* I also relapsed (SI), just bruised myself thats all. Haven't done that in months. I am so angry with myself about it. I also have this thing that every one is using me. I feel like I cannot wait until Wednesday IT FEELS LIKE IT'S SO LONG.
Do you think it would be okay to ask him for an appointment tomorrow? Sorry for bothering you guys.