Ok, I been really getting depressed lately because I have OCD(well, not officially diagnosed but my folks wouldn't bother going to the effort) and things are starting to get really bad and I don't know what to do. Lately the washing of the hands or the not stepping on any cracks has been getting really frustrating. My parents aren't helpful because they don't care and they just start yelling at me when I do something like separate my food at dinner, as if I don't feel bad enough about it already. I also can't talk to my counselor at school because he only knows stuff about school and would only end up telling my parents that I went to see him and then I would just get in trouble. Last night I was upset about something and my dad just yelled at me because I was sad, I mean aren't dads' supposed to comfort their kids when they're down in the dumps? So they just end up making me feel worse about my "habits" so to speak.

So as you can see I have no where else to go and I've been debating a while to post on here but have finally decided to just do it. Thank you for listening.