Hi kray bray may, do you think maybe you haven't been getting the "right" support??
If some of that has come from your friends, friends aren't always the best people in that situation........some might not truly understand depression (not everyone does), others (as friends) might try to "downplay" things, might just want to just make it "better" or try to "argue/rationalise you out of it" instead of first listening/understanding, some might be a bit scared to really talk to you about it..........you know that kind of thing?????
So maybe support from somewhere else, like here or even a hotline if things are feeling really bad???
I mean the right meds would probably help, but other things first (unless things are seriously hard!!) hey??
And you may pick up some things on here about what has helped other people as well, not saying the same things will help everyone but.............

Alison