I haven’t been diagnosed with OCD or even brought it up with my psychologist but I don’t know what else it could be. For almost 4 months now I’ve been scared that I’m a pedophile and it just keeps getting worse. I feel like I can never redeem myself for the things that have been in my brain and it’s horrible.

I also have thoughts about death and bad things happening to people and I have to shake my head to stop thinking about these things. Whenever something bad happens to me I just think about suicide and I can’t really help it.

How am I supposed to tell a psychologist about these things. I can barely even think about them. What do I do?