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Originally Posted by Asiablue
I can hear the hurt in your post. You need to externalise all that anger and hurt you have, instead of blaming yourself.
Can you go for a run? Punch pillows, draw and write all the anger out?
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I feel quite weak and dizzy because I smoked. I don't smoke regularly enough for my body to be able to not bat an eyelid. A run or pummelling pillows would finish me off!
Also feeling rather sick.
I don't know what I'd draw or write to myself if I tried. I think here has been enough, for now. While I was outside having my cigarette, I did realize she wouldn't want me to be like this. She'd be horrified.