For over a week now I've been so emotional. The smallest things annoy me, I can't sit in any class without getting super anxious, and I've just been so down. I mean I have depression and I've always briefly thought about things like cutting or suicide, but it seems like now I'm thinking more seriously about it. Not necessarily actually doing it, but just the convenience, if that makes sense.

I'm kind of worried at this point. I've been through phases like this that lasted maybe two days, but this is lasting a really long time. Just being tired and constantly getting worked up is so stressful. I feel like I could just melt into a puddle at any time, not able to hold my own weight up.

I just have no idea how to cope with all this. I've tried journals, poetry, writing a couple things on here, and talking to a friend. I just don't know anymore.