if u cannot handle the fact that one must give everything up for the safety and health of a child
why have the child
she should have just left me
just dumped me with someone else

i think its worse that she kept me in that house
with him

but what do i know im not a mother
and nor will i be
for fear i will destroy my child/childrens lives because im a fkd up person and disocciated in the first place