I can dx you now will I try. Not qualified and especially on a site. Not the right forum. Your symptoms could be depression going back to homeostasis after a bout of depression that causes the anger or better felling. I can share my own experiences of bp and when I am manic, I am really up not sleeping correct, not understanding I am somewhat grandios or narcissistic to a degree. When down it is sad, sleep, isolate, etc. I would agree it may be a good idea to find new pdoc and t. If my t and pdoc did that I would be out of there immediately. That's not helping you and I belueve that's the reason you attend. Wish you the best!