ok god im gonna try.. this may take me ten hours.....

1.... pc friends/family

2.... pc forums to vomit out my issues

3.... everyday is one step closer to getting my blanket especially crafted from the queen of snowflake land

4.... my sweet bf

5.... snow fell yesterday and today it should fall some more

6.... august is so so so close i can almost smell it

7.... pills to make me sleep, pills to make me chill out, pills to turn my head off

8... the fact i can still see, hear, smell, taste, feel and breath

9... having the money to pay for my dentist bill and my holidays and my rent and food and clothes and bills and petty for my car

10... colors.......... the trees the sky the sun the moon the grass the flowers.... all the colors that make this world bearable to look at