Its really amazing how you are so sure that you never want to get back in to the b/p cycle! Woohoo!!!!
reading the rest of your post scares me a bit though... restricting isnt good for your body and if youre not eating three meals, 2-3 snacks a day then you are restricting. even if you have never restricted before, a body that has put up with b/p cycles doesnt want to have to put up with starvation, even if its only for a "short" period of time. do something good for your body... please...
good luck