This past week has been rather difficult. I feel myself backsliding back into depression. I'm doing my best not to fall into old habits, but it's hard. Mostly I'm just doing my best because that's the best that I can do. Maybe my pdoc was right - maybe I do need a med increase. That would increase my wellbutrin xl dose from 300 to 450mg. That just seems like a lot doesn't it? But I guess if I need it then that's what I need to take. I think I just wish I didn't. Hoping for a better day today. Wishing the same for all of us here as well.