4am been to bed
couldn't sleep
or control my head
listened to music
all different kinds
made no difference
anxiety binds.
monster inside me
go and die
i have no pills
no tears left to cry.
my bed's a mess
from tossing and turning
for a dreamless sleep
i'm longing and yearning.
posting again
in the dead of night
sick of it all
to be polite!
give me a shot
of something strong
then i could sleep
a whole year long.
it'd still be there
when i awake
please insomnia go
and give me a break.
i yearn for sleep
and hunger for peace
a normal day
and sweet release.

tired, kerry