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I can't keep track of the money; I have been spending impulsively, not thinking it was adding up like that.

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I shouldn't giggle here at all but that sentence sounds 100% like me. I'm always saying WTH where is the money going!

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I think I want my T. I need my T.

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I know with times like this I just want to hit a button and have T magically appear. We can do this in our minds, what would your T say about this before in discussions?

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Today I went to Target and bought stuff we need for the house (cleaning supplies, paper products, etc.)

Then a shirt.

And a fig tree.

They are so nice.

Help.

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Again, this is me 100% buying what we 'need' and then what I 'want'...I have all sorts of justifications for it in my mind.

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The medication is doing a number on me right now. I usually go to sleep right after I take it but now I'm staying up and I can't even hold my head up. So dizzy.

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I do not know which medication you are taking but the same thing happened to me with wellbutrin and effexor.

I'm concerned too about this. Was your medicine increased recently? Is this a new drug? Sometimes p-docs try drugs on us that bring some of these adverse affects out. Please call your p-doc as soon as you can.