I hate this. I hate waking up in pain. I hate taking all this medication that only slightly lessens it and is probably doing more kidney damage than good. I hate not being able to go to school or work because of my poor health. I hate neglecting my hygiene. I hate wanting to buy things just to make myself feel better. I hate never having good news.
I hate that I am a complaint machine.
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* Panic Disorder w/ Agoraphobia
* Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder
* Hoarder
* Fibromyalgia
* Major Depressive Disorder w/ Recurrent Major Depressive Episodes
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"I exist here. I must learn to walk in this world."
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