I forgot to take it today this morning purely on accident and I feel so free! It's like the energy ball can be released. The engine is exactly how I felt too, and now it is finally in drive. One of my things when I am in a mania is I like to buy and measure how much caffeine I have. Now, I am at 200 mg and I feel like I am about to fly away. Abilify doesn't stop the thoughts and I felt that it made my hallucinations and paranoia way worse than better. All it did was made me feel like it was forcing me to be normal, but I am not, nor will I ever be. I will go back on it tomorrow, as it is too late to take it now since I need to take it in the early morning, and see how I feel. I like this feeling, I don't why anyone would want to fix being happy all the time :P