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Originally Posted by angelene
I hate this. I hate waking up in pain. I hate taking all this medication that only slightly lessens it and is probably doing more kidney damage than good. I hate not being able to go to school or work because of my poor health. I hate neglecting my hygiene. I hate wanting to buy things just to make myself feel better. I hate never having good news.
I hate that I am a complaint machine.
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I was on pain meds and in terrible shape for a few years. It's an uphill struggle some days but I'm off the pain meds and doing physical stuff again. Though it doesn't feel like it now it can get better. It's so hard when you are in the middle of it. I don't see you as a complaining machine, it's just where you're at right now. Keep posting. 
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