W2F

I know things seem to be more confusing and depression make it feel more and more hopeless... but I see you "getting second opinions" and considering alternatives and I believe that as long as we can see our options, we can always keep moving, and always keep living.

You also have at least one "answer" in your heart. As long as you have your friend in there offering its opinion and helping your brain see the "rightness" of things through its depressed, muddled, logic... there is hope.

But I do know that it feels bad. Depression just plain feels bad. It hurts physically sometimes. Do what you have to to ride it out and get yourself feeling better. I am not a religious person in the strict sense but I do believe in having faith, in this case it is a faith very close to heart and mind... although your brain says it can never ever feel any better than this ever again, you have to hold faith that it can indeed, and use that faith to keep fighting for recovery. You can feel better.

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