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Originally Posted by touchingthestars
Its really amazing how you are so sure that you never want to get back in to the b/p cycle! Woohoo!!!! 
reading the rest of your post scares me a bit though... restricting isnt good for your body and if youre not eating three meals, 2-3 snacks a day then you are restricting. even if you have never restricted before, a body that has put up with b/p cycles doesnt want to have to put up with starvation, even if its only for a "short" period of time. do something good for your body... please...
good luck |
Ouch! This and the previous posts hurt. Because, the truth is I take b/p off the table frequently since it's on the table more than I admit to anyone. If truth be told, I do it ~5x a month. I tell myself it's ok b/c I used to do it so much more. ED logic, probably.
I was at a thrift store today and my eye lasered on bathroom scales. I wanted one very badly. Thankfully, I left it there and left. Having it at home would be extremely triggering and would probably make me relapse.
I am still dieting. I am not relapsed or lapsed at this moment, but I know I am playing with a loaded gun in a room that's on fire. But I need to feel like I am the right size again.