I'm confused about my latest feelings about people. I really dislike their company, I best like to be alone, which basically I can afford to be mainly at work, working alone in my office. I feel annoyed and irritated and disturbed by people. I hate meeting somebody new, it tires me. This has appeared 2-3 weeks ago, well, I have never been the outgoing people lover, but I have been enjoying others company. Now it's very difficult, I immediately start to see the faults in other people, I get annoyed if they think differently than I do. I'm absolutely destroyed if they are superior to me in some sense. I really hate being like this.
All the other stuff - I'm not quite sure whether I'm up or down, I feel stable. I do throw jokes and communicate with others, it's just that feeling that appears immediately when I start to communicate - I'm looking for a way to escape.