Can it change over time? Cos I'm surprised that it's not constant, sometimes I really need to be among people (or could it be related to being manic perhaps). Now I have two evenings in row when I'm expecting overnight guests and I'm stressed about it.
It does not really affect my job that much as there are mostly weirdos like me who prefer sending short e-mails or Skype messages. But yes, I tend to put A priority things that include communicating to other people into my B list. Just to postpone them.
Well, I feel guilty for two episodes last week when some of my friends kinda wanted to visit me or so, and I couldn't say directly that I don't want their visits but I was rather into "ok, sometimes, maybe later". I tend to invite guests when I'm more into hypo or manic state and then there are periods when I don't. Cleaning house, preparing meal thinking about how to entertain people just feels impossible and to overwhelming. Meeting at their place or restaurant or elsewhere is kinda ok. Does it sound normal or is it kinda bipolar.