Fortunately, I'm feeling better than I did over the weekend and first thing yesterday morning. I think there's something about the weekends that puts me in a glum mood. It's like I feel like I should be enjoying myself and doing all these fun things. Or maybe I'm just not on a high enough dose of lamictal yet. Whatever was going on, it was very unpleasant and scary and caused me to call my ECT pdoc again to request a treatment ASAP.

Yesterday was a good day after I went walk/jogging. I kept busy and felt optimistic. Today I feel optimistic too. Hope it lasts. I still think I should increase the frequency of my ECT treatments because it's just not normal to feel so depressed.