((henrydavidtherobot))

I don't know where you are originally from but it sounds like you are a brave person to move to a place that may not be home and take on a job. It appears that you are dealing with a lot of mental health issues not to mention the awful event of your sister's death in 2010. That is a whole lot to deal with. I was wondering if you still like where you live and I was wondering where your support system is. If you don't have family or friends to rely on right now it can be so difficult. Are there any programs there for alcohol like 12 step groups? It sounds like the drinking may be your worst obstacle right now that is getting in the way of your life to include your job. I really feel for you right now. I am so sorry that you are going through this. I really hope that you continue to reach out for help.