AnxiousGirl, I am wondering if there is a better way for you to relate to others and maybe build a bond with them. Maybe she isn't the right therapist for you or maybe you would be better in a group situation where you might feel more connected to others like you. Maybe other types of therapy would help. Music therapy or animal therapy. There is always hope. There is always an answer. I hope you find your niche very soon. Please keep reaching out for help. You will find it.