asdfg123456, Hello and welcome to PC.
I really think it is time to get another therapist. Sometimes the glove just doesn't fit. It sounds like you are not being validated at all. There are no wrong feelings. You are not stupid for feeling depressed. I would love to see you find another therapist who will listen to you. There are plenty of them out there. Depression is not something that we can figure out on our own. Do you have a doctor and are you on any medications for this? Keep expressing yourself and please don't shut down.
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