I don't know what to do. I to crazy to take any SGA's because of all the side effects. I like medications that simple, like Adderall, the info sheet is one page, for Lamictal, you have like 50 pages. I tend to hyper focus on the worst case senario side effects. I told my doctor that I was sorry for being such a "difficult" patient....he laughed. I am up and down all over right now. I cut last week...not as bad as I used to but still....