Echos, is this still because you asked him to be his friend and he didn't reply? I would say maybe see another T and discuss it with them before the termination process. I get your frustration but I also get that he can't (ethically and professionally) respond to your text and say yes let's be friends, plus with a wife and with your feelings for him that would be extra awkward, even if he wanted to. Sometimes I go off the deep end and flip out and I think it's related to my upbringing more than my current T relationship. I also threatened to leave mine recently but changed my mind before my goodbye session. Maybe this can be an opportunity to open more dialogue on what's going on with you. Sometimes I feel like my therapist just doesn't get or cannot get how it feels to feel like us.