(((Echos))) I have a little bit of an idea of how hard that was for you. I can relate to the physically shaking part and hyperventilating. I vividly remember my last session with my ex-T, when I told her in the middle of our session that this was our last. I mean, from what I could see through my watery eyes, that is.
Stay strong knowing you did the right thing. Your new T will be able to help you through the grieving process and you will be twice as strong in the end!!