I isolate too. I dont believe I am unlikeable...or unworthy, I just dont often have much to say. I work in an office, but I am alone here, so my days are quiet except for the phone.

I often agree to go out somewhere with my husband, and then change my mind at the last minute. I end up just not feeling up to it for one reason or another. I dont want to be this way,

I am finally on proper medication, and am hoping that I will regain some interest in life outside work and home. I am looking forward to my vacation though. My husband and I will be taking a 3 week vacation. Just getting in the car and going, no destination in mind. I guess thats not quite socializing, but its a start.

Annie